Expressions Brickfish

Feng. You don't even know man, but you've meant so much to me. I'm at such a loss of words right now, and I don't even know where to fucking start with expressing to you who you are and where you stand in my life. You're, literally, like my fucking brother, alright? No, even more. It's like we were destined to meet. Not saying this in that kind of way, I'm sure you know it, but this is one of the most painful situations I've had to deal with and one of the most painful feelings I've had in my heart in forever. I mean, I know we haven't hung out like we have in middle school right now, but I know for sure that without you around, things will be like.. fifty-thousand times different. You've always been there for me if I needed someone to talk to, for real. Your mind, my mind, we're so alike. We think almost like the exact person. We might have our differences here and there though, like your sense of style, it's so exquisitte. You are so unique in all ways. You think you're stupid and whatnot, but shit, your mind is just too complex for everyone else to understand. You're fucking smart, not to mention creative. Without you around, no one even will know why man, but it'll be so dead. You're so lively and you're so fucking energetic, you're just a beast man. I'm just typing down every fucking thought that comes up to mind, but shit man, you know, this is really gonna be one of the worst situations I will have to go through in my life. And for you, I've asked everyone that you know to say something about you. Don't worry. I didn't tell them what's happening. I hope you can save this and remember this as you go. If this will make you cry, I'm glad. Not because it'll hurt, because it'll show you how much you mean to us.

(Chris)
lumpiaaisgood4u: thats mahh nigguh bruh, i love him, i got his back, ima miss him deeply bruh
lumpiaaisgood4u: just arrythang tho dude , ima hella miss it, da good man arythang
lumpiaaisgood4u: bruh i think ima cry
lumpiaaisgood4u: its hurtin bruh

(Rikey)
lilaznboi3212333: Feng, you are a beast. You're a great dancer. You're a great basketball player. Your a great person to make things fun. You have great pride in who you are and what you do.

(Yvonne)
lilmzadd1tud3: feng is a really cool dude, he has a very confident personality, my most memorable momment of him was thee 8th grade dinner dance, he was like thee bestt dancer there, he dint need to have a girl to be 'working' him & i thought tht was really nice cause most of his frends were sitting down talkn. when i use to aim feng on thee reg. he was a nice person to tlk to & he helpd me dwnload lots of songs & i was thankful tht he could help me//i think feng is really black cause he can turf/gig & w.e unlike thee rest of thee asian guyss & i find tht so cool. fengs a cool dude, we dont tlk as much n e more but hes is still what i consider a good frend

(Stephanie)
ChiNkXviEtGuRl94:  Well lets see..Feng Huang..is a realist, he is someone who you can`t actually find anything bad to say about. He is hilarious, but he could also be very serious when it comes down to it. He is smart but also a lot of things.

(Van)
ToOdiFfUcULt: i rarely know him
ToOdiFfUcULt: But
ToOdiFfUcULt: hes a pretty cool guy that knows how to dance

(Betty Hu)
bettyazngurl: What I like about Feng is that he's always manage to make even the badest thing become positive. He's a great person to be around. Even though we don't talk as much, but he
bettyazngurl: 's a really cool & also helpful friend
bettyazngurl: after all, we have spanish together (:

(Vanaka)
laydeexvodka: Alright, let me break it down.
feng though... All them fun times in dannings class. Throwing tennis balls was the funniest Lmao. Hate that youre leaving but
laydeexvodka: youre always gonna be a feng-alang hahaa. IM GONNA MISS YA BADD ! i hope we can visit you soon.

(Joycelyn)
joycelynxlinh: Kay.
Dear Fang, i hate your stinking guts. You make me vomit, the skums between your toes. Love, Jaylinh. Kidding! Although i haven't known you for a re
joycelynxlinh: ally long time, i know you well enough to say that you're a hella chill guy & an awesome-ass dancer. I can never forget the time we took hella long tryin
joycelynxlinh: g to make a new screen name for you. All those silly screen names & finally came up w/ IFANGerHER. lol, Good times. im gonna miss you. Take care & hope w
joycelynxlinh: e/you can visit someday.

(Malcolm)
Malcolm:
Feng, although I haven't spent a whole lot of time around you, you seem like a cool dude always doin something funny or just being yourself (which most the time is something funny)

(Ling Yee)
xlingyeewongx: Feng was a cool guy. I mean I don't know him much but everytime I talk to him, he makes me smile or laugh. he is a funny guy. Even though I rarely talk to him for the past years but I know he is a great guy. Now that I know he is gonna be gone makes me feel sad, makes me feel like crying too. I wish I actually know you more. Now I won't him calling me emo in my face. Man, I'ma miss him a lot...
xlingyeewongx: I won't hear him*

(Diego)
Diego:
um hes just like consistently funny i cant think of a good example though like he was always good at roasting

(Alex)
lilxal3x: I think Feng is a guy everyone would want to be friends with. he would always dance.. man i love that guy hes like a brother. Thats my best friend brother and friend man forever x)

(Yan)
xazngirl620: feng! i hate u cuz ur good at everything and u make me look bad!!! haha jkkkk but seriously tho.. ur an awesome person and u noe a lot of stuff, like ur good at public speakin, writing poems (btw ur scrabble poem was awesome), and many many more other stufff..... anyway ur just awesome!!!

(Valerie)
lala i lo0k sexy: i dont know much of him. but he was a great friend there to keep and he was a person that was always there..

(Will)
Dischynesekid51o: dam, when i first met fang tho, was at a sushi place around j.L. and that day was the shit cause i dink i remember seeing him eatin a wasabi and it was crazy fun and shit..i was almost as amazed..when i met that nigga i can already tell he was coo to know. i dont need no1 to be sayin he already coo. i can already tell..he may be homo to me sometimes but its okay. all those times i was serious and playing around! =D..i guess im not gonna be homophobic anymore! =D

(Erika)
O.O well hes really funny & weird which is what i like in a friend. & hes really creative with his shoelaces.

(Danny)
I've known him for to long for me to say a long or short sentence about him. I'm gonna miss that nigga.

(Vicki)
Well he is cool and yeah idk
dont really know him like super close but he's a cool person

(Justin)
jaydeezy510: Yuan Feng Huang, my brother, my friend, its just hela hard to see yu go man  im copin rite now, but thangs aint bouta be da same wit out yu bro. whos gona be there to jerk or dance for us. dammit yur blak wen u dance! hahahah like dat day yu showed us da rangers jerkin in front of el pollo loco and on da street dam. good times man, and im gona miss each and every one of dem. i remember we met in elementary, wasnt all dat close, til we hit lik 6th grade wen we had every class together. good times on dat NBA 2K7 on ps3. alley oopin all day ya feel me? hahahha all da times at cleveland, hoopin and meetin up wit da nikkaz. and js chillin and havin a good time. come bak and visit man. first thang we doin wen yu come bak, is we hittin up champa, and den after we gona go tennis!! yu taught me da game of tennis and i thank yu for dat. ill make yu proud and help ohigh get to da OAL tennis championships. js wen yu read dis, i want chu to never forget all da good times we had as bros, cuz ima never forget chu. stay in contact nikka! hit me up one time ahaha keep me updated. find dat one grl das out there for yu man. i kno she is. go to college, get money. get paid, get laid  bt js read dis, cuz im bein real in dis whole thing. ima miss yu man. Brothaz for life. we here for yu if yu need us. remember all of us is js one call away man. bros for life. i love yu bro.   -Justin Li (JD)

(Leanne)
xleahbabyyx: So, Lets take it back to the past and not think about the future.
Our kid years where we dint have to worry bout squat. The days we
played like there was no tomorrow. where Act like we would would
live forever and lived a life where we thought we were in a
magical world. Then it hits to Middle school where we thought about things
differently. Grown alittle and settled. Knew we were tough acted like we were tough
until we ran back to our families and friends and felt as if the world was going to end.
Now we get to the high school. Just another stage in our life. A jurastic change has overcome us &
yet we dont realize it. Friends come and go Family stays forever. BUt who knows, Friends become family
as days pass by and no matter what happens we'll always be by your side. Even if we change and seperate into our own
extra ordinary world we will still be by eachother side.
We'll miss you feng.
-LEANNE KIM

(Sean)
YoUnGaZnBoY510: He jus hella chill
YoUnGaZnBoY510: he can kill anyone on the dance floor
YoUnGaZnBoY510: always a person who will lend a helpin hand
YoUnGaZnBoY510: and IMA MISS HIM

Last, but not least
(Jordan)
cookyorice: Sup bro, we've been through a lot all of the memories. i dont want to get in depth cause i'll probably end up crying. I'd rather tell you in person how much i'll miss you. stay up and keep in touch man. i love you fang!   -Jordan


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Hmm. I was bored in class today, and I just happened to be thinking about somebody in particular. Anyways, beyond that, I thought deeply about this. So, in terms of relationships, there will be good ones, and bad ones, right? So what are the symptoms of the good ones? And the bad?

The way I see it, bad relationships have awkwardness, fake smiles and laughters, silence, and lack of eye contact. The good ones rather have more eye contact, harmonized smiles and laughters, much conversation, and glistening in the eyes. These are the just a couple, and they're only the apparent ones.

Even more so, beyond the naked eye, a good relationship has to have a few factors: P.A.R.T. Pride, Awareness, Respect, and Trust.

PRIDE: If you're with someone, why would you be embarrassed by it in any way? Answer? You shouldn't be. If you chose to be with someone, don't be afraid to show it. It's like being afraid people will think your partner is smart or something. It only creates insecurity, where your partner would question whether your love[I really hate using that word, it's never used correctly] is strong enough that others' opinions don't matter. If it were me, I'd be so proud, I'd show her off! (Not because she would be the most beautiful thing I've found!)

AWARENESS: You need to let your partner know two things - they are special to you, and everything on your mind. Obviously, you must let them know that they're special. If they aren't special, why else would you guys date? You need to make sure they understand that they mean more than anything else in your life. And the other thing, hmm. Some of you guys might be thinking, "OH MY GOD, THAT WOULD BE SO ANNOYING." So, let's back it up. Think about it. When you think of something, and you want to let someone know, who would the first person be? Your partner, wouldn't it? You need to stay connected with them, both physically and mentally. This is probably the reason that there is awkwardness in couples. This may subject to the idea of "clinginess", but who knows? Some people just like to be clingy.

RESPECT: Say your girlfriend just went from long-hair to short-hair, and it is a complete mess. So what? Don't you love them for who they are? It shouldn't matter if they look different now than before. I've gotta admit, appearance does matter to an extent, but can it more than how you feel about them themselves? If they look different than usual, don't be disappointed about it. Instead, you should be proud of it. Just as if they were to have different opinions than you. If that is the case, good. You guys aren't coming to a quick consensus about everything, and it's not cliche of what you guys think, whereas a lot of couples probably do. In fact, different opinions and personalities probably blend in better. You would be with someone new and fresh, totally different from yourself, so you can see "A Whole New World", so your interest and internal flame wouldn't die. Cheesy as that sounds. If you guys argue about an idea, hey, even better. It shows you guys love each other and would go far enough to care about them.

TRUST: Last but not least, trust is most obviously important. Must I say much? Thing is, if you trust your partner, everything will be fine. The moment you guys chose to be with each other, you guys have signed an internal contract to try believing in them to make your life happier. If you aren't sure about such an initiation, don't be together. If you pull a bunch of stunts here and there to find out if they are being truthful to you, you'll just end up in a pile where you may end up wrong in the end. Privacy is most definitely important in a relationship anyways.

Those are just MY opinions. I don't know about you guys, but I find this to be true and should be followed.